In The Dream

I open my eyes

and see the beast beside of me

and I try to go back

but my shadow just wont

stop following me.

I close my eyes

and go back to restless sleep

and I dream of a good night

when I wake up with a smile

and not remember about it a bit.

I open my eyes

and claw the wind with my nails

I see the angels smile,

smiling at my restless flight

and I change with the seasons

and the sun is shining bright.

I close my eyes

wondering if this is real

what if I'm in my dream

And if I pinch myself

would I wake up to a shining moonlight

or demons shivering at the thoughts

of my rage.

I wonder

Which way is home,

sometimes.

I look into your eyes

and lie,

some days.

And some days,

I close my eyes

trying to win

against a restless night

full of restless dreams

trying to ignore my shadow.